so what if I were bad girl?

when you ask ... ask me to help you find your life partner ..
at that moment the heart is hard to shake the blood flowing .. beyond measure ...
crate wanted to come out around my body this dirty ..

try you think .. how disappointed I was to hear those words ..
I'm disappointed in you want me to keep things I may not be strong enough to save them ..

Do not think to be my enemy ..
I just want to be the means by your side ..
.. in your arms by your side ..
I also want to feel the caress of love ...
I though it would be impossible to get from yourself!

good or not ..
I also want to forget ...
forget the things that deserve to be forgotten ..
so what I became a bad girl?
you would not be able to change the situation ..
this blood,
This heart,
this exercise,
this soul ...
will continue to mourn the error which I committed ..
sick ... I swear ... ill to express ...
do not forget ...
you will feel what I feel now ..
remember ...
when you love someone and really want to have it .. you will feel will not get him!
remember going to bring this love to death!

FRIEND'S

originated from the void
is not nothing
that there is no confidence ..
into something more meaningful
mean ..
spirited ...
and become a life ..

loneliness sometimes it becomes more filled ..
repopulate a living soul ..
I dont want to imagine ..
if there is separation
I believe ...
.. a good person will get a good also ..

I wanted to scream in the ear you!
"I beg you ... .. do not ever gone remain in my heart that this vacuum! .. Do not kill me from the darkness of this world!"

unfortunately ... when I'm proud of you .. why do you not see the position and state of my heart now ... why only I can feel it ???..
why do you only looking outside only in terms of circumstances ..
dont watch this,in my heart ...

oath ...
until whenever .. I still love you guys ...
without you guys know ..
it heart sick to hold everything ...

... dear friend .. I like you love yourself ...
a day when the Lord will give you a clue ..
that I need you .. need your support .. need liver support,, to keep my head .. be a human that is not nothing in the face of the almighty ..!

love you all ..
I begged one .. please guide me ...!

KISSING YOU GOODBYE

Cut yourself in conversation
Cut the line to make me feel alive
'Cuz you know I'm not alive

And leave me with your complications
Take your life, you feel like taking mine
Meeting god we stand in line, not alone

No, where to go, I'm not leaving
Not going, I'm not kissing you goodbye
On my own, I'm nothing
Just bleeding, I'm not kissing you goodbye

Trust to take the right to leave me
Waiting under dark clouds for the rain
Praying lightning strikes a change
As history gets lost and
As I took that final breath I felt alive
Meeting god to stand in line, all alone

Don’t let me go, don’t say good bye
'Cuz know that I'm not alive
Don’t let me go, don’t say good bye
Don’t let this die
Don’t let me go, don’t say good bye
'Cuz know that I'm not alive
Don’t let me go, don’t say good bye
Don’t let this die

No, where to go, I'm not leaving
Not going, I'm not kissing you goodbye
On my own, I'm nothing
Just bleeding, I'm not kissing you goodbye

I'm not kissing you goodbye

JELEOUS!!!!

Hmm….long day..
Dari pagi sampe sore…
Gw di kampus..
Yahh…cape…tp seneng juga koq…
Seperti biasa..pagi gw udah ada di kampus pukul 07.30 WIB..
Pagi buta gw bangun buat nyiapin praktikum…yahhh…kemeja gw basah semua..mau ga mauu gw pake batik yg suka gw pake kondangan…gila…selama di lemari tu baju,baru gw pake sekarang…hahahaha…kocak looks like “PNS” XD GOKZ…!
Selesai praktikum pagi pukul 09.30 WIB..ganti baju di kampus,toilet belakang gedung 5 yang selalu gw pake buat ngabisin waktu gw di kampuz…
Pas ganti…datenglah tmn2 sekelas gw…salah satunya ada yang kehilangan HP,,weeww…
Gw jg ngerasain apa yang di rasain koq…
Mau marah..hp tuu ga akan balik…apa lagi nangis…buang waktu juga…
Alhasil…ngobrol aja deh tu qta di situ,,sambil nunggu mr.X. yahh…tiap siang dya dateng koq ke kampuz gw…rutin..
Gag lama gw ngobrol sama tmn kampus,mr.X dateng..melengos aja doi,langsung masuk ke kamar mandi…
Yahh…gag di anggep gw…cuihhh..hahahah
Duduk deh tuhh dya,,,diem aja…ga tauu kenapa…
Laper kali doi…
Temen kampus gw pada cabut deh tu…tinggal gw berdua doang sama dya…
Hp gw bunyi deh…ichun tlp
“lo dmn mam??”
Gw,”di toilet belakang gedung lima chun,di E”
Ichun,”ama sype mam??..."
Gw,”sama Mr.X”
Ichun,”oke…gw ke sana…bye”
Ga lama dateng deh tuu dya…
Yehh…dengan muka seperti biasa…gw sama mr.X sihh dahh nebak karna knp…wkwwkwk..
Abang lewat…gw panggil ma ichun…dateng…
Lumayan lah udah rame…
Hmm…uda jg gw sms…gw suruh ke situ juga…
Ga tauu kenapa nihh…muka semua anak2 gag ada yang enak di liat…
Yahhh…sepele lah…masing2 punya problem..
Perut gw mulai kerucukan..jajan dah tuu gw sm uda naik motor abang…yahh…lumayan jadi pusat perhatian di kampus…tring…tring…hahahahhaha….
Kenyang…balik lagi ke basecam…
Yahh…pada molor semua…
Abang cabut…uda cabut…
Sebelum uda sama abang dateng…gw sihh sempet foto2 sama ichun n ehmmm…
Yahhh..lumayan ngibur gw lah…

HAHAHAHA....BEGINILAH KERJAAN KITA DI KAMPUS...

Depok,15 oktober 2010
At.kampus..

Ichun cabut ke kost’an..ckckck…
Gw sempet ngobrol sebentar sm mr.X
Dya jajan gorengan…mendung juga…
Gw ngajak dya langsung cabut ke kampus H…
Takut telat juga gw pas I-Lab..
Nyahahahahaha..percuma juga yee gw dateng…di usir juga gw di sana…ga boleh masuk…
Anjooss….
Lieur….Cuma masalah sepele aja…
Zzzzzz….
Yahhh…gitu lah long day tanggal 15..
Sebenernya gw nulis nii pos harii minggu,tanggal 17..at home…
Yahhh…semalem jalan juga gw sama pacar…heehhe…
Malem gw sms mr.X
Gw,”lo ngilang kmn ga ada kabar?”
Dya,”lah..lo yg kmn???”
Gw,”gw gag kmn2!”
Pagi pagi gw tlp juga ga di angkat…
Gw khawatir gila…
~_~
Ga lama dya sms…
“jangan sms gw dulu”
Gw tlp dehh tu..
“knp gw gag blh sms lo??”
Dya,”gw mauu jalan sama mantan gw”
WHATTT????
LO NGEJILAT LUDAH LO SENDIRI!...
“GW CEMBURU..!!!”
Kata2 itu yg pengend gw teriakin di kuping dya!!!
Please…kalo emang lo bukan jodoh gw..please..pergi dari kehidupan gw,tanpa gw minta…
Semakin lo tetep di samping gw…semakin sakit juga nii hatii gw…
Mugkin lagu inii cocok buat lo!
Eyes set to kill-give my all!

Tanggal 10 bulan 10 tahun 2010…

Bener bener hari keberuntungan gw..
Yahhh…gitu..
Jalan sama adit…berenang..makan nasi padang…
Banyak lahh…
Heii…tp berenang nya di SUSAN(yang kaporitnya tajem mampus..)
Alhasil…mata memerah beberapa hari..
Hmm…
Hahahh…sekilas ada yg kita abadikan lewat hp koq..
Tp hp adit kena virus dr computer gw…jd gag bz liad deh…
Dua hari setelah berenang,tau2 nya dah di upload di FB..
Ahahahahahahah…GOKZ BRAY..
Di saat gw lg moet banget sama dya…ada penghalah jg…
Maaf sayang…aq masih bohong sama km…
Aq tetep sayang bgt koq sama km..walau aq bohong…
Percaya gag sihh…
Kalo “EX-BOYFRIEND” gag akan hilang di kehidupan lo…
Pasti dya akan muncul di saat yg gag tepat..
Akhhh…SUCK!!!
Gpp klo datengnya baik2..
Gw welcome ja tuhhh…
‘o’
Hadehhhh…tp gw lg berusaha buat musatin perhatian gw ke tmn gw..
“SEMANGAT BRAD..gag guna lo ngerusak diri lo sendiri…gw sayang sm lo…jd…selesaiin masalah lo se dewasa mungkin!!!....”
Gmn gag..mlm2 dya dah sms, “gw gag lg di rumah”
Semalem juga, “gw mabok parah nihh”
Gw tetep push lo…walau lo gag tauu…gw kadang marah ma diri gw sendiri klo lo kaya gini…
Thatz all…
Gw rasa di balik kesenengan gw di tanggal itu..gw jg musti prihatin n ngerasain posisi temen gw …
Love you all…
‘o’

main air sama pacar...hohohoh

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